My session with Jeff last Saturday went all right, except for one thing. He asked me what I thought breasts are used for (I have a very hard time with that word, both saying it and hearing it, but I'll try using it here; I have to say that I'm feeling extremely nervous). When he said the word I started to shake and I wanted to tell him to not say that word, and then run from the room.
Anyway, I told him that they were used for feeding babies, and I was going to say that they're used so men can get their jollies during sex, but Jeff kind of interrupted me and said that they're used for creation, only he used the actual word. He said, "Breasts are used for creation," and when he said that word he said it with a deep sonorous voice, and kind of drew the word out. It made me feel like he was imagining touching me. I've always had this fear that if I talk to a man about sex stuff, especially if I use the words of the body parts, then he'll get pictures in his head about me and sex.
Aside from all that, they are not used for creation, at least partly because creation doesn't usually take place when people have sex. If creation took place every single time a couple had sex? There'd be a whole lot more people in the world. I don't think so. Mostly people just have sex. So mostly breasts aren't used for creation. They're used so men can get their jollies off of women during sex. And they're especially not used for creation when some jerk is having sex with a child!
I recognize that my opinions, if that's what you want to call them, could just as easily be affected by my issues as anything else. But they are at least a little bit legitimate, probably with my issues thrown in to stir things up a bit. How much of it is issues and how much of it is legit I don't really know. What I do know is that now I'm afraid to trust Jeff.
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